Letting Go

Why does it seem so easy with all the things outside of my home? At work and out about in the world I find it much easier to LET IT GO. Whatever the IT may be.

In my home there are deep emotional histories. Both good and bad histories with my husband and son. I am by no means the perfect wife or mother. I am able to practice Step 10 easily. Thank you for that one. But the character defects that come out of the woodwork with these two men are not the prettiest. These relationships seem to be the hardest for me to LET GO in. Sadly they are the most important ones.

I am grateful I have another chance tomorrow. I am grateful we are a recovering family. I am grateful I can say "I'm sorry" and continue to work on the action side of the amends. I am grateful I don't have to be perfect.